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In the middle of the whole picnic. Hehehehhe. =) hearts them!
Wanna wish all my Chinese pals.
Happy new year and a prosperous one. Whee.
Hmm. To Wan’s famili too. =)
Whee. Okies.
Family planning.
B4 abah masuk hospital.
Was to go for picnic at ECP!
As usual.
But. After hearing the news.
Wasn’t really in the mood.
So yeah.
Here how it goes.
Hmm.
Wake up in the morning.
Mummy screams!
Hahahax.
Got to help her cook as per normal.
Hmm.
We cooked nasi lemak.
Yup2.
Then.
I went back to sleep.
Coz.
Slept late tat night. Ard. 5am.
Hahahax.
Y? was. Crying? Screaming?
Yup2.
So yeah.
Left house abt 12pm.
Headed towards tampines.
Took epok2 tat we order.
Headed towards. Changi beach.
Yeah.
Change of place.
Hmm.
Menurut kater abg yan.
ECP was soooooooo FULL!!
Tents were closely pack together.
So. Change of place.
Hmmm.
Gasak lah. I just want to enjoy myself with my famili!
Whee yah! =)
When I came.
We were the 2nd famili to reach.
My family from batu pahat was also there! Whee.
Miss them loads.
Hahahax.
Famili reunion ar.
Great plan mum!
Hahahax.
Elderly. Went to visit my grandpa.
While yang kecik2. relek one corner kt beach.
=)))
Hmm.
As usual.
We gossip.
We share probs.
And most of all.
We talk abt *him.
Yup2.
Hot topic in the famili.
Y?
Coz. The whole famili noes him.
So yeah.
Kindda sad to talk abt it.
But wen talk with my cousins.
It feels great.
Yup2.
Aiman.sharique and farisha.
The babies I love the most.
Keep horse-ing me.
Im like their permanent horse!
So yeah.
Layankan jek.
Walaupon.
Pinggang ku macam nk patah.
Hahahahax. =)
Great tyme!
Talk with aunts and uncles.
Cousins.
So fun ar!
N the nasihat tat keep coming to me was:
DON’T FALL IN LOVE.!
So yeah.
Hahahahx.
Padan muker kau nani.!!
So yeah. Pics of the day.
Tgk kt my multiply collections.
Kiniotinani.multiply.com
Videos too.
Uploaded. =)
Iyan ader hp baru! Not fair!
Boy2. masuk npcc. Shocked!
Iman,izat and ilan semuer so cute like me.
Mail and nasir as usual. Irritating.
Apit and iyan. As usual. Act cool.
Syikin. Tangkap jambu.
But cant deny. She is pretty ar.
But kindda shocked.
U want to be wif saif?
Hahahahx.
My dulu2 nyer adeq angkat maser zaman sec sch!
Hahahax. He is cute ar! Cant deny.
Hehehhe.. =))
Overall! I love today! Whee.
Im so happy with my famili.
Did so much things together.
Mandi2.
Main monopoly.
Twister.
Game of risk.
Soccer.
Volleyball.
Beach soccer.
Eat!
Whee. So nice2.
Fun fun fun! Wheee!! =))))
Left changi beach after mahgrib.
Headed to apit’s place.
Knock out as usual.
Slept with farisha!
Hahahahx.
Too fun. Till so damn tired! Hahahax. =)
Thanks to my famili for making it sooooo fun!
Muacks.
But just wish.
Grandpa and grandma was dere.
So as *him.
Haish.
Nvm.
Anoder tyme perhaps.
I dunnoe why.
But wen I reached home.
I feel sad again.
Angry.
Frustrated.
Was it just my feelings.
Or was it my tots?
Im still confused.
I just hope.
It will be better.
Sooner or later.
Coz.
I really cant go on like this.
Feelings have been a roller coaster ride for me.
I don’t noe.
Whoch shud I follow.
My heart?
My mind?
My soul?
My pain?
Its just. So…
Painful.
Yet.
I dunnoe y.
Am I still surviving.
I really cant trust true love and guys again.
When I knew.
It will be this hurt.
It will be this painful.
The tots of the relationship.
Keeps hunting me.
Im staying strong as per normal.
N I just wish. You cud understand me.
=)
I just hope.
It will get better soon.
Soon enuf.
For me. To be me again.
=))
Enuff said I guess.
Im glad. *U keep ur silence.
Baby taz. Miss baby taz no. 2. hahahax.
Teddy bear. Miss teddy no. 2. hahahahx.
And me. Misses *him and *him loads.
(I cant hear them say tat in my dream! Lol!!)
I miss cavana! Argh!!
So random nani!!
holdiing0nurhandstight
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