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I was weak.
I knew.
Am I gonna lose another person from my life.
The person I love most.
He has been there with me all this while.
Taking care of me.
Carried me from hougang ave10 to hougang ave 5.
For me to mengaji.
He tot me mengaji too at home.
To make me to who I am now.
Yes. Im proud to be Haji Md. Salleh’s granddaughter.
He changed my dypers when I was small.
Overnight with me when I cant sleep.
He’s the one.
Who sees me growing up.
From the babygerl who noe nuts.
To a gerl I am now.
He’s the one. Who has been accompany me.
When I was lonely.
When.
Mummy got to work.
Overtime.
But its all over now.
Grandpa and grandma are sick now.
Seriously sick.
Making me worry sick.
But wat cud I do.
Elderly.
Don’t understand wat “we” are goin thru now.
Grandpa makin teruk.
Jadik mangsa keadaan.
Maafkan nani.
Nani tk dapat lakukan apa2.
I cant stand seeing his condition.
It will just shed my tears.
I cant take it.
It hurts me to see him like tat.
I love you so much abah tok.
All this while.
When you are no longer staying with me.
My life have been haywire.
I miss those time we spent tyme together.
U opened the door when I just finish sch.
Made me ice milo.
When im low.
We made each other smile.
But wen you are gone.
You left the place you wanted to be in so much.
Becoz of. Haish.
Ive disappointed you too much abah.
I didn’t do wat u have tot me.
Ive mistreat every thing.
Abah.
I hope. U forgive me for all my mistakes.
Abah.
I love you so much.
Abah.
Ure the one who has replace the place of “father” in my life.
Abah.
The pain tat you are goin thru. Hurts me so much.
Abah.
Tabah hadapi ini semua.
Abah.
Nani akan doakan yang terbaik untuk abah.
Ya Allah.
If it’s the best for him.
To go first.
Please. Do.
I cant stand the pain that he is goin thru.
You love him much more than ani humans cud give to him.
He has served you.
He has been loyal to you.
Put him to the place where he truly belongs.
To the best place.
He deserved.
As a granddaughter.
I cud only pray for the best.
Jika yg terbaik utknya meninggalkan dunia ini. ambil lah nyawanya Ya Allah. akan ku tabahkan hati ku ini.
*Abah. Nani sayang abah selalu.
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