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Reached home.
Ate. (was soooo damn hungry)
Watched CSI season 7.
Wanted to watched CSI Miami.
But my eyes. Just wanna close.
So yeah. I slept early.!
Wohooo!!
=)
Silat training was okay lah.
Was very tiring.
Was very balancing.
Was very, “menguji kesabaran”.
Hahahax.
Apai. “dera” us on the balancing part!
Wohoo!!
Muscles tegang beb!
Hmm.
=P
Yeah. I didn’t sleep again after I woke up today!
Wohoo!!
N now. Im blogging.
Hahahhax.
Did really get a gd sleep.
A disturbed sleep I guess.
Dream abt something.
N my cheek was wet wen I woke up.
So. Hmm. I cried.
It was a gd and a bad dream.
But the saddest thing was that. It’s the same person.
Both dream was abt the same person!!
How pathetic.
Hmm.
Im happy. And im sad!
Whahahaahax.
Mimpi2 yang aku mimpikan.
Memedihkan perasaan.
Menguji kesabaran.
Dapatkah aku terus begini?
Im glad. Someone is really happy now.
Again. All the best in ur future endeavors aiytes.
Im gonna go out with my sec sch peeps very soon.
Me, mirul and sha.
The three musketeers.
Hahahhax.
Whee. So happy!!
=)
Hunny bunny. Gal. thanks aiytes.
For all the attention u gave me.
Erm. I just cant get rid of the feeling lah gal.
Its just so difficult u noe.
Hahahax. Nevertheless.
I love you loads.
U came back to Singapore at the right time!
I love you darl.
Tke cre of me always aiytes.
As always. U noe everything abt me sooo well!
Hahahahx. Love you.
Im worried abt someone so much.
But yet. I cant be there for that someone.
I really hope. I cud be there.
Hold the hands. And pray for the best at the same time.
Sometimes. We cant get wat we want.
But yet.
There’s always something gd for us to achieve and be happy with.
Im just waiting for tat moment.
For me to be happy.
Really happy.
That comes straight from my small heart.
Ppl come and go in our life.
But we tend to treasure them.
Wen they are gone.
At first.
Wen we first met them.
Things wud be perfectly okay.
The more we spent tyme.
The more we noe abt their attitudes.
The more.
We tend to have second tots abt them.
But its all up to you.
To take it positively or negatively.
May u cherish your days with the ppl u love.
Life haven’t been blissfully enuff for me.
Its been a real tough roller coaster ride for me.
May it be with my mum.
Famili and mates and sch and mls..
And for love.
Ive got no comments on that.
Sometimes. My diari is the place.
I let go of my anger.
While.
My mum. Is the place. I let go of my tears.
But the feeling is just not the same.
Wen u let go to someone really special in ur life.
Mummy is a great listener.
I cant deny tat. And yet.
She’s the bestest mum I cud ever haf.
I thank Allah loads for having her my mum.
=)
There’s just one promise.
Ive yet keep on waiting.
I hope. I’ll get the present pretty soon from you.
=)
I wanna go to school.
To watch the boys train soccer.
But kind of lazy.
Body aching.
Tummy having fever.
And its just wont stop coming out.
Haish.
How I wish.
The person is here with me.
=(
Dang!
Its like.
Wheee.
Im happy it stoooooop wen the doctor gave me the med!
And say it will cure.
Tapi. Skrg! Masih ader lagik. It still coming out.
Like no body business.!
Hahahax.
Mummy says. If next week.
Got again.
Im off to KKH!
Argh!!!
Nani. Ure are totally dead.
Btw. Im not ready for the competition.
Im joining.
The preliminary round is like in march.
N yet.
Im not ready at all.
Shud I just back off??
Coz. Erm.
Me myself.
I don’t believe. If I can really do it.
And make myself proud.
Wat shud I do?
Wat shud I do?
Hmmms.
=(
Klah.
The more I type.
The more crappy ill go.
Ill just go to my diari next then.
Tke cre peeps.
Im so missing you guys this hols.
Syiks,ain. I miss you guys loads.
Muacks.
*I got a song in mind. Gonna write it down. Dedicated just for you. But sad enuf. I cant show it to you. Gonna keep it till the tyme is right.*
Gal. a diari. Is something u don’t show ppl. So pls don’t pester me. To let you read my diaries aiytes. Haish. Im sorrie. I noe. I cud trust you. But some things are just tooo personals. Hmm. Jgn merajuk pls. pls.
To noe wat really happen during the 1 yr.
And my feelings tat I went thru during tat 1 yr.
Its just not gonna have any benefits on you and on me.
So yeah.
Pls utd gal.
There will only be 5 ppl who I wud let read those diaries.
Insyallah.
If they do. Come in my life.
-Klau di panjangkan umur untuk ku memeluk dan membelai mereka dgn kasih sayang yg sepenuh-nya.
tika rindu melanda diri. ku kenangkan masa silam. tika sedih menjiwai diri. ku kenangkan saat terindah.
Till then. Enuff said.
holdiing0nurhandstight
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