hello again ppl.
wohoo.
im back after a 4 days of MIA-in..
hahhax.
maap ler.
hehehhe.
klah.
monday was kindda nothing ar.
shud supposed be goin to ice skating with shakilla,falina and rashida.
but i end up at administrative office in my sec sch.
argh!
why?
erm.
coz of my pass years achivements.
they kindda lost it.
and dont have a copy of my cca card.
sedih eh.
haiyo.
nasib baik.
i still have mine.
so dorang photocopy alek lah.
hahahax.
then after dat.
stay at home.
relaxs.
sleep.
and then.
talk to my cousin.
she came to my house.
to erm.
accompany me?
der.
tuesday?
i was late. star karats bangat!
shud meet the gals at 11am. i reached at. erm. 12.30pm?
hahahax.
erm. morning was soccer.
than.
netball.
hahax.
was sooo damn freaking tired lar.
hurt my neck.
wen i fell down.
body first. neck was like patah-ing.
argh!
sakit seh.
balik?
tutoring my cousin.
argh.
she got maths and chem test the next day.
=P
whakakakakax. but half of the tyme.
i was like...
how u n saif? hahahhaax.
=P
received results.
at 12.36am.
hahax.
was so happy ar.
didnt expect it at all.
der!
coz.
i didnt study.
and erm.
i onli did a few qns for engineering maths.
was like did.
4qns out of 19qns.
was i mad?
yup.
i even cried after the paper.
infront of yus and ain.
i was so scared.
im gonna fail tat paper.
but i didnt.
io chem too!
hahahax.
so the unexpected!
wohoo!!
=))
happy happy me.
mummy gonna treat me!
wohoo.
swensens?
yup2.
hahhahax.
1 earthquake for me.
and yup2.
gonna get my adidas bag.
and the nike shoe.
lovin myself soo much.!
=P
wednesday?
erm.
again.
i was star karats.
hahax.
erm.
11am-12.30am aru sampai.
hahax.
played soccer with the boys.
all the gals.
me,adaw,azlin and falina. with faan and yan in our team.
against.
hadi,din and wak.
hahax.
we won.
hahax
10-8!!
buat malu lah korang.
tak sangka.
da gals power2.
hahax.
adaw score 2 gols.
me score 2 gols.
azlin score a hat-trick.
yan score 1 gols.
and faan score 2 gols.
im soo happy with the achivements.
go gals.
and falina.
ure a great defender!
hahax.
im soo cant wait.
to be with the full gals team.
mintak2kan satu hari.
semua dapat turon.
and we play a full game together.
wohoo.
gonna be sooo much fun2!!
after soccer.
some go and rest.
but with some energy left.
and even after.
kaki ku dah luka.
bab jatuh macam nangka busuk.
hahaax.
me,syiks,falina and raudha played netball.
whakakakakx.
syiks is my opponent.
while raudha is falina opponent.
(me and falina same team ler)
hahax.
syiks was like soo tall for me lar.
she was like blocking me the whole time.
susah seh nk dapatkan bola.
but.
hahax.
great game lah gals.
im lovin u gals.
more and more.
hahax!
muacks.
hehhee.
(im glad syiks turon!!=P)
then. erm. rest skejab kt mls.
then turon.
makan.
hahax.
then. erm.
rehat jab.
was thinking.
to go or not to go fo silat.
currently.
my right leg. aint at its optimum condition.
so yeah.
pass my tudung to su.
since she dont have a black tudong with her.
then.
stupid of me.
to go gym.
hahax.
went with raudha.
hahax.
tot of doin upper body workout.
but i end up.
doin legs too.
argh.
tat machine.
called me.
"commom nani. come here. use me. use me!"
argh.
soo da argh!!
so yeah.
did some legs workout.
and dang!
was its soo painful.
yang tadik biler ama urut.
makin sakit seh.
haish.
and there goes another dodolz.
she went to do.
the sit ups.!
argh!
my neck was like macam nk patah.
then.
lepas buat 20 sit ups.
makin sakit dok!
haish.
aper lah nasib ko nani.
erm
left early.
went out of the gym.
much more early than raudha.
dah tak tahan sakit!
hahahax.
then.
lepas tu.
tgk silat training.
sparring!
wahduh.
erm.
im soo gonna do tat one day.
erm.
n i also wanted to lepaskan geram kt Mr. V. yesterday.
but then again.
due to my leggy.
i cant.
haish..
currently.
right leg.
bengkak.
right knee.
luka.
left thigh.
muscle cramp!
hahahax.
neck.
waiting for it to patah.
hahax.
sakit dokz.!
so then.
alek umah makan.
watched CSI.
sleep!
tak tahan seh.
haish.
rest my neck on the pillow.
untuk org2 tua.
tat my mum bought for my grandpa.
hahax.
best ar tido.
but pagi.
end up.
batal tu kt kaki.
my neck rested on baby taz!
whakakakkax.
=P
wat dreams did i have for the past 3 nights?
same person.
onli.
different places and different situations.
bingit seh!
haish.
macam nk tampar jek tau muker nani nie.
ataupon.
jgn tido. selama2nyer.
so tak mimpi.
tk sakit hati.
sedangkan.
mimpi itu hanya permainan pikiran kan!
aiyooooooo!!!
P.s.:: bukan aku terasa. tapi bukakkah itu fact? klau malas nk bbual. jgn bbual. get a life lar gal. aku tak kacau.
dier plak kacau aku. bingitz. nvm. wat goes ard. comes ard. ingat tu! =P
im kind of totally breakdown in myself.
why.
im here trying to listen to everyone.
feelings and crapz.
on how they feel.
argh!
when. sometimes. i dont even noe wat i feel.
=P
pathetic me.
but then again. im kindda happy noe lar.
im here to listen to all ur craps.
but then.
wen i heard all this.
wen i tried to help to solve all this.
im the one who is breaking down.
i feel soo weak in me.
i sometimes.
remembered abt the past.
the past that hurts too much.
i sometimes. argh!
macam nk pekik tau!!
okies.
nani.
stooOp it with ur feelings.
kk.
erm.
firstly to sha.
gal. hold a grip of ur life.
u gotta be strong.
even if u and him were to be in the same sch.
same building.
u gotta have a grip.
noe ur objectives.
ure coming to SP.
to gain knowledge.
not becoz of him.
pls sha.
relaxz.
dont get too emotional too much aiytes.
im here if you need me.
im sure will.
since. erm.
im also experiencing the same thingy?
dont you think so?
so yeah.
just stay strong.
even wen u think ure weak.
=P
to raudha.
im glad.
ure realli doing well.
hope u continue on like this.
hope. u will.
i realli wish.
you to be the old you.
the one. that everyone loves to be with.
we will help each other up.
kies.
i promise.
=P
to ain.
im sorrie.
if tat nite. i sound so. the. argh.
cranky.
erm.
i was sooo hooked to my book lah gal.
and i tot u didnt get the main motive of me wanting to have the gals soccer team.
sorrie aiytes.
i didnt noe.
ure trying to help someone.
maap kan nani aiytes.
=P
to sulalalalla!
u noe wat i noe.
stay strong aiytes.
im here for you!
to listen to all ur crapz.
always.
argh!!
to ama..
hahahx.
gal.
im here!
for you.
hahax
*winks*
lame...
=P
to syiks.
hey gal.
stay strong aiytes.
dont ever give up.
a failure once.
doesnt mean.
u will get another failure soon.
tuhan tak akan mendera umatNya, dengan sekejamnya.
ader hikmah disebalik ini semua aiytes.
to katheleen/khadijah.
gal. we've known each other for like more than 8 yrs.
hope u stay happy with ur guy.
im here to listen to all ur crapz.
but.
to personal stuff.
i dont like to get too much involve.
im not realli the person who noes all this.
coz. u cud see.
wat actualli happen to mine.
besttie always aiytes.
=P
stay cute and pretty always.
and to da boys-ties.
erm.yus-si.
awk.
maapkan kiter kies.
u noe wat i noe.
hope.
it will kept btw us.
haish.
i dunnoe lah awk.
i feel so sad.
feel so erm.
bingit tau.
mcm nk publish jek my diaries.
kan best!
hahax.
tapikan.
erm.
no lah.
onlii.
erm.
md. rizman
md. rifki
aliyah maisarah
aliyah natasha
and the man i love to read it!
hahahx.
wohoo!!
nani being lame again!!
whakakakakakax!!
=P
to arep,din and hadi.
guys.
seriously.
u guys are the ones.
who made me laugh.
to make me forget all my worries.
to give me the advises.
wohhooooo.
im glad to have you guys as my bros lah.
hahax.
thanks alot!!
whee..
*muacks* korang!!
to faizul.
ure like far away from us for the tyme being.
hope.
u come back in one piece.
sihat sejahtera.
insyallah.
tke cre aiytes.
hahax.
*winks*
to erms.
im sorrie lah.
not tat i dont want to go out with you.
or watever crapz it is.
sorrie.
i cant.
im still not ready.
im still vunerable.
i want to be surrounded by frens onli.
frens onli.
maap kan nani aiytes.
=P
another thing.
tat had been goin thru my head this few days.
coz.
FO camp.
are getting closer and closer.
haish.
im worried.
tat i might break down.
i might get mood swings.
argh!
im just soo scared lah.
for myself.
argh..
for those.
who noes.
u noe.
wat im talking abt right.
guys.
help me aiytes.
im sure to bring loads of choco.
to make myself hyper active.
hahhahax.
im sure will.
=P
ive been getting too much responsibilty.
too much pressure.
seriously.
may it be duniawhi or ukhwahri.
i dunnoe.
cud i survive in the life.
tat i wanted to be in soo much?
haish.
if i cant make it.
forgive me aiytes.
if i can.
alhamdullilah.
peeps coming to SP. insyallah.
fahmi, zureen, sha.
the rest.
tak tahu lah.
hahahax.
welcome to SP ppl.
dia membisu
lidahku kelu
sedangkan masa dahulu
manjanya bagaikan
anak kecil
keinginannya selalu diturutkan
namun kesudahannya
aku yang merana
tangisan duka lara
jikaku tak turutkan
aku dimasamkan muka
aku dijerling bak musuh
namun.
patutkan balasan ini ku dapat?
"teman"?
keluhan hati tidak dapat dikandung.
keluhan rasa tidak dapat ditanggung.
bak merasa.
diri ini terlalu rapuh.
book review.
the latest book i read.
permata asmara.
verrie2. touching.
i cried.
must read ppl.
highly recommended to ppl.
who are in love and heartbroken.
finished it within one day.
start reading from.
4pm. till 12am.
hahax.
with eating, solating and all lah.
hahax.
cepat kan.
so hooked into it lar.
hahax.
total pages.
458
must read tau!!
cant wait for the friendly netball match this sunday.
players.
-falina
-nani
-ama
-sahkina
-syiks
-hazimah
-iffah
-su
-sufina
wohoo.
gonna be fun.
erm.
kaki yg sakit nie.
harap2. dah baik lah.
haish.
klau tak.
pakse jek lah main.
hahahx.
i love you guys all out there!
muacks x infinity power infinity!
and erm.
except you lah gal.
tak sangka eh.
masih bacer lagik my bloggy?
klau lah ku boleh tendang dirimu.
akan ku tendang sepenuh jiwa.
whakakakax.
thanks baby taz.
muacks.
klah.
till then.
enuff said.
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